I've become proficient at filling my calendar. Filled with appointments for expansion, collaboration and development, my calendar reflects my drive to create. Now I need to add myself into the mix. Planning appointments with myself without guilt or explanation. Even if it's just to grab a coffee, getting out away from the computer and remembering that I matter. The emails will wait an hour or two. The ideas will still be there waiting to be formed and passed along. This quarantine has taken it's toll and I've finally hit a wall. I realize how little alone time I actually have. We are all exhausted from it all. But I can see a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel and I'm ready to be ready. Ready to step out into the world and remember who I am. And all of these relationships I've managed to build during this craziness will mean all the more when we see each other in person. It's coming, it's coming...
